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Zaki’s Story

27th January 2021 in Your StoriesLoss

Baby Zaki was diagnosed with multiple heart defects at his mum’s 20 week scan. Sadly, due to the number and complexity of his defects, he passed away at ten days old. Here, his dad Mourad bravely shares their story:

2020 has been very hard for everyone with coronavirus but for the us, it has been especially difficult.

Initially my wife and I started the year full of joy to find out that we were pregnant. A few months later we decided to tell our daughters; Sofia and Hana. Despite the UK lockdown we were always in high spirits and our news was getting us through it all.

However, at our 20-week scan, our world came crashing down when we were told that our baby boy had at least one congenital heart defect (CHD). We were then referred to the Queen Elizabeth University Hospital in Glasgow where some of the top UK children’s heart specialists are based. The team there confirmed that our son had several CHDs. When I say several, there were nine:

  • Right atrial isomerism
  • Pulmonary veins to right sided morphological left atrium
  • Atrioventricular septal defect
  • Moderate AV valve regurgitation
  • Single ventricle morphology
  • Aorta arising anteriorly
  • Pulmonary atresia
  • Right aortic arch
  • Bilateral superior vena cavae

As well as these nine CHDs, his stomach was on his right side coupled with Duodenal atresia. We then continued to have check-up scans at the Queen Elizabeth to see if there were any developments in our son’s heart.

Fortunately, at each scan we could see he was getting bigger and his issues were not worsening. Throughout these appointments we were informed of how serious his conditions were separately, but to have them all in one child was very rare.

A week short of his due date, my amazing and strong wife Ashley gave birth to our little boy Zakariya; Zaki for short.

After a quick cuddle he was taken away to the neonatal intensive care unit (NICU) to have his drip of prostaglandin started. This is a drug that is used to keep a duct in the heart open. It naturally closes soon after birth – which would be fine for a regular heart – however if Zaki’s closed, his heart would not be able to function.

NICU then became our home for the next seven long days. There were x-rays, heart scans, blood tests, as well as the task of changing his nappy through the hand holes of an incubator!

Zaki was doing well and deceivingly looked like an ordinary baby laying there for that week – albeit for around 10 million cables and sensors attached to him.

After all the scan data had been analysed the cardiac team got together to discuss Zaki’s options for surgery. Due to the complexity and sheer number of CHDs they felt that there was nothing that could be done to help him. We broke down.

The team took us through their reasoning and explained their decision. Even though we knew that this was a likely outcome way back at the 20-week scan, it was painful to hear. We were guided through our palliative care options and we decided to take our son to a children’s hospice where we could be together as comfortably as possible.

The next morning, we arrived at Robin House; part of Children’s Hospices Across Scotland (CHAS), where we stayed for the next three days with our son until he passed away in his sleep at ten days old.

Our ten month journey came to an end – well to some degree it has, but we will forever remember him and are thankful for the time we had with him.

We will never forget the day we were given that devastating news, but we will also never forget the people who educated, comforted and looked out for us during that time. The two charities we have chosen to support were there for us at the start and the end of our journey. That’s why we want to give back to these people, these charities, so that they can continue to help the next family that go through a similar journey.

I’ve chosen to cycle the North Coast 500, as cycling is a love of mine and with my daughters being keen cyclists already I would like to think that Zaki would have joined our little Pelaton.


If you would like to support Mourad’s North Coast 500 cycling challenge, you can do so here.

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